Wednesday, March 21, 2012
This effin sucks
Totally having some clarity on what goes through the mind of someone who just doesn't want to be here anymore. It's not so much life that gets you down, it's going through life as you that gets you down. That's what never seems to change no matter how much fiddling is done with the other variables. Feeling quite unlike myself and very much like myself today. Maybe I just need a Snickers. Who the fuck knows.
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I would say someone is a little sassy.
Not so much sassy as kind of suffocatingly sad. But if sassy is what is coming through then yay for whatever comes out in my writing that wants to be here more than I do sometimes. I like your interpretation way better than my intention.
this was me at about the very same time.... sometimes I can't stand myself. (sounds like I'm feeling sorry for myself - but I'm not. It is what it is.) Anyway... your last two lines? Made. me. laugh. out. loud! For real. :) Thanks girl!!
(P.S. My mom told me that my family (meaning me, husband, kids) express ourselves too much w/ uncontrolled language. She meant I swear too much. I do. I know I do. I know I should find *better* ways of expressing myself. So I told her I'd TRY to stop swearing. Actually - I was much more stupid - I said I WOULD stop swearing. WTH? We know this is more than I can do... Anyway. This was on the Saturday before Easter - and Nan says - "oh right, you're giving it up for Lent! So you only have 12 hrs left!!" So true. so true. I AM attempting to edit myself. But I did point out that it would not be *nearly* as much fun to be with me if I could not swear. That's sad, no? Anyway, as you can see from my comments on your various posts, the editing of the swearing is not going so well. And sometimes a good F bomb just fits the bill so perfectly...)
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