Completely and totally random

Because I'm here, I'm not trolling okcupid looking for something that isn't there. This week I drafted my resignation e-mail to friends and finally noticed that my boobs may have shrunk a bit even though it appears every other place of storage on my body remains ready for a long winter. I'm not one of those girls that gets upset with shrinking boobs, I'm just annoyed with the exercise of figuring out when to break down and buy new bras.

Every time the seasons change, I grow restless.

It is important to me that people trust me and consider me dependable when it matters. I value my father's trust most of all because he has it in so few people. I like winning the trust of wary people. I think it is because wary people (such as myself) just want to feel safe and when someone feels safe they rest with confidence, without worry or care like a baby. When a creature feels safe, they can rest.

Sometimes I just want to freak out on the street. Really rock it out to something I'm listening to on my iPod. Sometimes I want to bother strangers or tell a random person something nice I noticed about them. Sometimes I just want to tell someone, 'you look interesting, I want to know more about you.'

I need to start looking nice on purpose more so I don't feel so self-conscious when I do.

I want to get cracking on the Philly bucket list.