Procrastination

It's too early to feel this bad about the day ahead but I do want to pull the sheets over my head and hide out in my makeshift fort. Maybe shower, maybe not. My uncomfortable bed (number 132 on the list of things I need to address) never feels as good as it does in the morning when my head is filled with the calculus of the day. I think I will cancel my morning meeting as it just puts me further behind and isn't time sensitive.

May I just digress? Coffee is amazing. I've been sitting her dosing as the temperature allows and I love that first feeling of alertness, especially on an empty stomach, that reminds me of why I shlep around first thing in the morning making it.

It's the perfect stay at home day and though my meeting cancellation would free me up to do just that, it wouldn't do me any favors in clearing some of the ambitious molehills in my life.

The weekend was good and I managed to celebrate part of the day outside, dosing up on some Vitamin D and exercising Baloo. It made me less effecient--so did getting out of bed at 11--but I'm still mostly glad I chose to spend the day that way. My sister left for a party early Sunday morning with the bong bag in tow which prompted me to send her an e-mail reminding her that her job had random drug testing. I told her it would be unlucky for her to get popped but she could manage unlucky by making smart choices. I know I'm that person. I'm only a little bit apologetic about it.

Today is not a good day to be faced with any major decisions so I hope I will not have to make any today. Somewhat related in ways I don't have time to explain, a bit of unsolicited advice; never put your name in the hat for a place you wouldn't otherwise go just to be with a friend.