It is done

Via e-mail. He replied promptly (one of the things I liked about him). I'm a little sad but I shouldn't be. In the end I got answers to my questions about who we were to one another and it turns out we were on the same page all along. I was tempted to say okay then, let's get on with it, treading water, having company while we wait for something more ideal but I am not good at being that girl. And he wasn't good enough at anything else to make it worth my while. For the time we were together though, it was working out for him and a part of me is pleased he was at least happy with things the way they were. At least someone was getting what they wanted.

He told me I think too much which I'm done being apologetic for. I actually prefer not to think when I'm in a relationship. It's awesome when you don't wonder, when you can just enjoy him when he's there and not question when he's not. I only think when it's not clear.

So it's done. No more WBB. I told him when he's done being irritated he is welcome to stay in touch. I do like him. I wouldn't have dated him otherwise. I won't be holding my breath waiting to hear from him but I think I will be offline for the foreseeable future. I'm leaving Philly, my sister is a terrible and inconsiderate roommate, and going back to the site we met is like running into each other at the bar over and over and over again, seeing each other, wondering what the other is up to, if they are meeting someone, getting jealous only because they seem to be getting back in the game before you do..etc. Too much for right now.

I did the right thing.